le sigh

Oh my gosh.... I feel so bad now... T_T

Everyone has been giving me comments like "WHERE THE CRAP ARE YOU???" and "comment me back...please....pretty please.....tear." .... eheheh....plus, a close friend of mine advised me to break the news to you wayyyy back in May or so.

I'M REALLY SORRY.... I just.... a lot of things happen, you know? A lot. Basically I just use myspace now... >_> sorry. I get on AIM (rhiankat or xmuffinmeisterx) and MSN messenger (meowwhiskers @ hotmail.com)[<--without the spaces] frequently...

But I'm afraid....that.... I won't be using this xanga... anymore.... Sorry. I lost my interest in Inuyasha sometime last year and it just doesn't feel right anymore. I'm stupid, I know. Sorry for wasting everyone's time. I'll probably still keep this xanga up, for no particular reason.... I don't know. But I'm not going to be updating and commenting back people.

If I DO get on xanga ever again, it'll be on my other one.... which is... here.

Yeah. again, sooo sorry. :\ It makes me sad. I just couldn't really handle ten thousand people updating, commenting, subscribing, blahblahblah-ing  (all going to my inbox, which now has 230 unread messages because of it)... so I avoided it. BUT now I'm just letting you all know: I will be gone.

If you still want to keep in touch with me, just contact me using any of those above methods... (myspace, AIM, MSN, email, other xanga). But if you're gonna add me on any of those, don't bother if you're a weird person who only does that for 'popularity' type things. If you talk to me, great, if not, you're probably a really ugly pedophile with no life and I don't want you on my friends list. >_> BY THE WAY, that whole speech doesn't necessarily apply to all my xanga buddies here. Unless you really are a sad pedophilic hermit with a hideous face.

Anyways. GOOD-BYE. Forever. Have fun.

Heh. Sorry for um.... not updating and avoiding everything. Yeah pretty much sums it up. But I can't help it, Xanga is slipping away from me... lol. Time is very constrained. And I use that time for [gay] MySpace. Unfortunately for my buddies here. I try to update and comment back whenever I can, it's just that I get really anxious over small things, and there's a lot of people on Xanga which makes me need to do 3274861873653 things each time I sign onto Xanga. grr.

Besides that....uhh.... my brother graduated Saturday. Go Jon. And school ended for us on Friday. Go us young losers! =] But that makes me sad still.

Ummm......... I'll try to update whenever I can but I'm not promising anything. =/ I'm sorry.

Hi. I went to D.C. for my spring break, and I've been back for like two weeks but...  too lazy to update. I'm not very nice ya know. I'm mean. Especially to my friends. I'm sorry for hurting them. oi. I will miss them once the school year is over. Next subject.

Bahhhh..... boredom................. I want it to be the weekend..... f r e e d o m..... not yet mine... so close... gahhhh... *dying*

There's nothing left to say.. that I can remember... so... sayounara.... adios... au revoir.... goodbye.

BANZAI!!!! I finally talked a bit with Laura and Red. Missed everybody else by a tiny bit. What a shame. Oh and met some new people who really confused the batteries out of my skull. That made no sense... but there are Energizer batteries in front of me.... so I guess that's how they got out of my skull? And why I'm so un-Energized. =] You wanna see how confused I am? It's like this...

This week (Tuesday -- Friday) I will be taking... STANDARDIZED TESTS! Isn't that just lovely? I hate tests... especially the big ones... I think I might die. I have to go to bed early...T_T

And my music isn't working!!! That's really ticking me off. I'm still trying to get it to work. And now my brain hurts from thinking too much. See ya later everyone.

Currently Gaming PS2 Kingdom Hearts 2 By SQUARE ENIX USA INC. see related

ZOMFG PANCAKES.

Hehehe.... I haven't been on xanga for.... a long long time. And now it's like 2 AM. But I don't care. The reason I've been gone is.... umm..... KH2!!! hehehe... really fun an addictive game... too bad I'm really slow when I play video games. Sad sad sad....

Heeeeeeeheeee. Ok well this is weird because I pretty much forgot how to make posts. Except not. I'm feeling kinda ditzy so... yeah. I need to go comment a thousand people now... so just wait your turn... you'll hear from me... maybe... if you're a good friend..... or something.... yeah.... boredom.... sorry....

Kingdom Heartsssss..... wheeee.... I'm not in the least bit sleepy..... but I feel kinda drunk.... but I don't drink.... but I... forgot what I was gonna say. Thank you for putting up with my shenanigans. (I love that word).

EDIT::: New layout. yey. Isn't she pretty? God, everyone is saying that. It gets kinda annoying. lol. Oh new music too. It's all Utada Hikaru as of this moment... I dunno if it works though. =/